FORMER NFL SURE THING
The No. 2 overall pick in the 1998 draft recently wrote 596 Switch, detailing his rise to national prominence playing QB at Washington State.
DAN PATRICK:Why do you think there was debate in the Colts' war room about whether to draft you or Peyton Manning with the No. 1 pick?
November 14, 2011
RYAN LEAF: I was talented. But at that level, maturity and the [ability to deal] with failure is a huge factor. The scrutiny they put into the players [today] is a lot different than it was 13 years ago.
DP:When's the last time you talked to Peyton?
RL: It's been a couple of years. We text each other. He and his family have always been great to me.
DP:Did you ever root against him?
DP:But was it hard to be compared to him so much?
RL: The hardest part was the Super Bowl a few years back—when he's not only playing in the Super Bowl, but there's a commercial of him running. I'm sitting in Montana in a cabin. A little different.
DP:With the success you had in college and when you first got to the NFL, did you get too cocky too soon?
RL: I definitely let it go to my head. When I had a terrible game against Kansas City, I didn't know how to deal with criticism. Battling the best defenses on Sunday and then battling the media the rest of the week—that just can't happen.
DP:Did the media bait you?
RL: I think so, but they did their job. I was resentful for quite a while, but I understand.
DP:You've talked about your problem with pain medicine. When did it start?
RL: The first time I ever got [the medicine] was after surgery. It's the only thing that took care of the pain. So when the emotional pain became more evident down the line, when I was coaching [golf and football at West Texas A&M], it did the job.
DP:What drug was it?
DP:What's the most desperate thing you did to get it?
RL: I asked a kid who I was coaching. If ever I'm starting to feel that I'm better than anybody, I look in the mirror and tell myself, You went to that point; you took advantage of a young man who looked up to you. That is the lowest I could have gone, because I loved those kids.
DP:After you were arrested on drug charges, did you think you were going to prison?
RL: I didn't know. I was indifferent. I'm pleased that I didn't; I'm on probation. But I'm also very thankful it happened. Because if it didn't, I wouldn't be in the place that I am right now.
DP:How's your health after surgery for a brain tumor?
RL: I have to do six weeks of radiation starting Nov. 14. I'm a little worried. I don't know what the side effects are. I heard I'm going to lose my hair.
DP:That's good hair, too. Is part of the tumor still there?
RL: They got 90% of it. But it's in a place where the growth is protruding on my brain stem. It's problematic.
DP:Is it painful?
RL: It hasn't been.
DP:Has the NFL asked you to speak at the Rookie Symposium?
RL: They have. We were going to do something this year except for the lockout. I don't want to see anyone go through what I did.
"If I were chairman of the Commerce Committee, I'd haul these guys up before Congress to explain why we are not enforcing an agreement that experts say is a legitimate way to test. I'm very disappointed in the NFL."
—Sen. John McCain on the NFLPA's resistance to HGH testing
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