An Alaskan Fishing Guides Farewell: One More Chance Before I'm Done

• Day 2: It’s Good To Be Back, but Can I Still Do This?
• Day 3: Exploring Wild Alaska by Raft and Fly Rod
• Day 4: Big Fish, Bigger Bears, and a Bruised Ego.
Day 1
Six-oh-five a.m. is way too early for catching a flight out of Charleston, SC. That means I have to be up at three-forty-five a.m. to be on time. But if I want to get to a lodge 3,800 miles away in Alaska by the end of the day, then six-oh-five it has to be. Packing till midnight didn't help the cause.
The Decision
Three summers ago, I was guiding on a remote river in Alaska's interior. It was my last trip of the season, and right then, after twenty years of guiding, I made the decision that it was to be my last guiding trip of my career.
Time To Move On
I'd been wrestling with the decision for a couple of years. I knew it was going to be sooner than later. With recently getting married, recently getting older, and recently feeling it was time for a change, that day I stepped off the river seemed as good a time as any to move on.
A Difficult Habit to Break
The problem is Alaska gets in your blood, and that's a hard thing to shake. I always tell anglers to be careful about visiting Alaska to fish; two things will happen - you will love it, and it will ruin you as an angler.

The High
Standing in crystal clear blue-green water and hooked to a 28" wild rainbow trout, a fish that has rocketed out of the water four times before you can get control of your fly reel, and now you are into your backing, oh yeah, there is a brown bear about thirty yards down river trying to catch salmon and paying you no-nevermind...and there is not another angler within view. It is a sweet ruining, but a ruining nonetheless.

A Long Walk
But it was time. I knew it, my body knew it, and I walked away.
One More Trip Up the River
That was three years ago. Today, I'm sitting in an airport at 5 a.m. because I've been given a chance to play one more time in a game that I love. I'm heading back to Alaska to guide for a week, living the life I walked away from, but one that still pulls at me.
The Ridge Lodge
Earlier this year, John and Macy Coffman, managers of The Ridge Lodge in Alaska, asked me to come up for a week to help with some extra guests they had booked. John has his hands full with guiding and managing, and he knows me from when I guided for one of their affiliate lodges.
Heck Yeah
Yes, I wanted to guide for a week. I made a quick phone call to my wife to see if we were on the same page, and then I gave John and Macy a firm commitment. I'll be there in August.
Last Minute Jitters
And now it is August, I'm sitting in terminal B at the Charleston airport, and I'm feeling a few pre-game jitters. Packing and prepping to leave brought back familiar concerns that I haven't felt since I left three years earlier. As fun as guiding is, doing it in Alaska shouldn't be taken lightly. I feel like I dodged a lot of bullets in my twenty years of guiding, and I got out of there unscathed.

The Concerns

Da Bears
• I will be around the Alaskan brown bear; there will be mama bears with cubs. They are cute and fun until they aren't. I've been charged twice. It shakes you up a bit, and there is no avoiding them. If you want to fish the rivers where the salmon are, then you have to fish the rivers where the bears are.
If Man Were Meant to Fly...
• Our main mode of transportation to where the wild things are is the plane—either a floatplane or one with oversized, balloon-like tundra tires. I've never been in a crash, but I have had some precarious situations that made you wish you were on the ground.
Don't Mess With Mother Nature
• Alaska will teach you how strong and temperamental nature can be. The weather will change from good to bad real quick. Add to that the average temperatures of rivers and lakes are in the 40s. Bad weather and a cold dunk in the pool can have lethal consequences.

Having My Doubts
These are the things I always thought about before beginning a new guiding season, and now that I have a wife to think about, I'm questioning my choice to jump back in the fire.
When In Doubt, Jump
There is nothing like denial and blind faith to help me make questionable choices. So, just like that, I kissed my wife goodbye, and now I'm headed to Alaska, more specifically to the Ridge Lodge, to experience one last time what I thought was gone in my life.
For the week that I am there, I will write a daily piece on the fishing, the bears, the plane rides, and the comedy, because there will be lots of comedy. I'll do my best to dodge the bullets, and after a week of reliving what I thought I had lost, I'll close the door again. KB
"The gods do not deduct from man’s allotted span the hours spent in fishing.” - Herbert Hoover
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Ken Baldwin is a Writer/Editor for Fishing On SI, where he writes stories about fly fishing and the lifestyle that surrounds it. His writing and photography have appeared in Men's Journal, Catch Magazine, Fish Alaska, and the American Angler. He also created and hosted the TV show Season on the Edge, which aired on NBC Sports and in seven countries, showcasing travel, adventure, and culture through the lens of fishing. For twenty years, Ken worked as a fly fishing guide in Alaska, which gave him opportunities to hang out with and photograph the Alaskan brown bear. His experience photographing the brown bear helped him land a job with the Netflix documentary Our Planet 2, narrated by David Attenborough. If you dig deep enough in Ken's resume, you will see that he played the terrorist "Mulkey" in the film Die Hard 2 before fly fishing took over his life. Ken is a graduate of the University of Washington.
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