One Team, 25 Years On

Thursday July 2nd, 2015

Mike Martin (Michael J. LeBrecht II/1Deuce3 Photography) Mike Martin (Michael J. LeBrecht II/1Deuce3 Photography)

This week The MMQB is running a few stories by Peter King from the pages of Sports Illustrated. This story first appeared in the December 12, 2011 issue.


With Special Reporting by Matt Gagne, Joan Niesen and Lizzy Pierce

When Mike Martin wakes up in his house north of Cincinnati, he first takes off the mask that pumps oxygen to ward off sleep apnea. He swings his feet to the floor and stretches them, then stands. Martin feels stiff on his walk to the bathroom. His left Achilles, surgically repaired in 1988, causes him to limp slightly; since the operation his left calf is smaller than his right. His right hip, replaced last January, shortly after he turned 50, takes a while to loosen up and feel right, so he favors his right side too on the short walk. He flexes his neck, always sore when he wakes, and spends 15 or 20 minutes stretching. A wide receiver for the Bengals from 1983 to '89, Martin had problems with his hamstrings during his NFL career, so he pays particular attention to those. When the weather is bad or suddenly turns, the early-onset arthritis in the three fingers he dislocated while playing flares up, so he flexes his hands quite a bit.

The headaches come later in the day. Often that would be while coaching at Taft High in Cincinnati's inner city. The headaches wouldn't go away until he slept that night.

"I'm just stiff all the time," Martin says. "I guess it's the wear and tear of playing on the [artificial] turf all those years. I don't have the mobility I used to. But once I get going, I can move around pretty well."

Martin was lightning-quick as a player—he led the NFL in punt returns in 1984, with a Devin Hester--like average of 15.7 yards—but his young charges at Taft have to do as he says, not as he does, because he can't "do" anymore. Even after he has loosened up, Martin can't demonstrate how to avoid bumps at the line of scrimmage or the nuances of getting in and out of cuts.

8.75
 
Average career length, in years, of the 48 players on the Bengals' 1986 roster—a combined 420 seasons. QB Ken Anderson was the first to debut, in '71; QB Boomer Esiason and OL Joe Walter were the last to retire, in '97.
 
 
95
 
Percentage of survey respondents, roughly the same number experiencing daily pain, who say playing in the NFL was worth it. Three out of every four would be O.K. with a son playing pro football.
 
 
22
 
Players who have knee problems, the most common ailment among the 39 respondents. Seventeen have shoulder issues, while back injuries and neck injuries each plague 15. The average player feels pain in three body parts.
 
 
30
 
Players who say they lacked knowledge of what a concussion was during their careers and most likely continued playing despite having the injury. Only two of the 39 Bengals were certain they hadn't been concussed.
 
 
17
 
Players who blame their short-term memory loss on football; 13 of those same players also attribute headaches to the sport. Five others experience memory loss and/or headaches, but aren't sure it's football-related.
But he doesn't complain. In fact, for 10 years Martin spent his days teaching teenage boys how to play the game that has left him sore and battered, with aches that will get only worse. "I knew going into this business there'd be consequences," he says, "and now I'm dealing with 'em."

Exactly what are the long-term effects of professional football on a man's mental and physical health? Headlines over the last few years have conditioned many people to think that for retired NFL players the extreme is the norm. Former Bears safety Dave Duerson killed himself last February at age 50, a tragedy his family believes was the result of repeated brain trauma from years of football collisions. That echoed the suicide of another safety, 44-year-old Andre Waters, in November 2006. Run-stuffing Hall of Fame linebacker Harry Carson, retired for 23 years, still has days of debilitating postconcussion syndrome. Hall of Fame running back Earl Campbell, 56, is so battered from his eight NFL seasons that he sometimes needs a golf cart or a wheelchair to get around. But these are the high-profile cases. What of the typical retired player who should still be young enough to enjoy his post-NFL life? How does he feel decades after his playing days are over? How much of a toll did football take?

To get a clearer picture of the sport's impact on a large group of players and to assess their quality of life today, Sports Illustrated examined an NFL team from a quarter century ago, the 1986 Bengals. That team was good but not great, finishing second in the AFC Central with a 10--6 record, with one future Hall of Famer (tackle Anthony Muñoz), a couple of stars who would become familiar media personalities (quarterback Boomer Esiason, wide receiver Cris Collinsworth) and dozens of the workmanlike players who make up most NFL rosters. SI interviewed 39 of the 46 living players from Cincinnati's opening day squad as listed in the NFL Encyclopedia. The youngest of these former players turns 47 this week; the oldest is 62. Three declined to participate, and four others did not respond to multiple interview requests over a six-month period, including running back Stanley Wilson, who since 1999 has been serving a 22-year sentence for burglary. Two of the 48 on the opening day roster have died: cornerback Lewis Billups, who was killed in an auto accident in 1994, and safety Bobby Kemp, who shot himself in the chest in 1998.

What did SI find? First, that the range of what these Bengals experience a quarter century later runs from almost perfectly healthy to borderline disabled. There is no template. Center Bruce Kozerski, 49, is sharp and nimble enough, despite eight football-related surgeries, to teach high school calculus and coach football in Covington, Ky.; his team just won the Kentucky Class 2A state title. Wide receiver Eddie Brown, 48, hasn't been able to turn his head freely from side to side since neck surgery in 1992, a year after he retired. Fellow receiver Steve Kreider, 53, a portfolio manager for an international investment firm based in New York City, says he feels "just like any 50-year-old man in the United States—maybe better." Collinsworth, 52, now an Emmy-winning sportscaster, uses the elliptical machine more than the treadmill when he works out because of one creaky knee but otherwise is well. Linebacker Reggie Williams, 57, has had 24 surgeries on his right knee alone and, like many former teammates, fears he's only at the beginning of a steep physical and mental decline. "I know the clock is ticking," says Williams. "I'm playing the stalling game like everyone."

Most players, like Martin, live with some pain and physical limitations—and worry what the future might hold—yet still treasure their time in the NFL. Of the 39 former Bengals, 37 said they'd suit up all over again, even knowing the game's residual impact. "My wife will ask, 'Why are you limping today?' " says Ken Anderson, 62, who was Esiason's backup in '86, his 16th and final NFL season. "And I'll say, 'I didn't know I was.' I think our pain tolerance may be a little higher than most."

The results of the SI poll of the '86 Bengals, conducted between May and October:

Residual injury Of the 39 players surveyed, 28 (72%) had at least one surgery during their NFL careers, and 16 (41%) reported postcareer surgery for an NFL-related malady. Twelve players (31%) said they have an impending surgery to address something that happened in the NFL. And 36 players (92%) said they are bothered by an NFL-related ailment from their years in the game.

Daily pain The average player has three body parts that hurt daily.

Head trauma Seventeen players (44%) said they have memory loss, ranging from forgetting what they had for dinner the previous night to forgetting a conversation they just had. Thirteen (33%) reported daily headaches and believe they stem from football. Only two players said they didn't think they had suffered a concussion in an NFL game (though compared with today, diagnoses of head injuries were often primitive 25 years ago).

Replacement surgeries Four players (10%) have had a total of eight knee or hip replacements.

Mike Martin suffers chronic headaches, sleep apnea and arthritis: “I knew going into this business there’d be consequences. Now I’m dealing with them.”

Most compelling might be the collective attitude toward pro football among these old Bengals, especially given the recent raft of stories about former pros suffering postconcussion symptoms. Only five players (13%) said they wouldn't want their sons or close relatives to play in the NFL, while another five said they would have mixed feelings about someone close to them playing pro ball. The drumbeat from player after player was loud and clear: They knew the dangers, chose to participate and understood there would be physical consequences down the road. That doesn't mean some of them aren't bitter about the NFL's postcareer health coverage and other medical issues that plague them. What it does mean is that most wouldn't trade their NFL days for anything.

"I'd do it again in a minute," says Ray Horton, a cornerback on the Bengals and now the Cardinals' defensive coordinator. Horton, 51, retired after the 1992 season, his 10th, with one significant knee injury, a torn left ACL (he chose not to have surgery) and feels no daily football-related pain. "[The NFL] affords a great lifestyle. Are there inherent risks? Yeah, but those coal miners in West Virginia and down in Chile, they have an inherent risk in their jobs. The soldiers who go over to Afghanistan, they have an inherent risk in what they do. Firefighters have an inherent risk. Are you kidding me? To play a sport I love the whole time and to just lose a knee—guys come back from Afghanistan with no legs."

Says guard Bruce Reimers, 51, who had a knee replaced last January, "I wouldn't change a thing."

 
 
BRIAN BLADOS
Tackle-guard, 49
"Every practice it seemed like you had a concussion. We didn't know."
 
JOE WALTER
Tackle-guard, 48
"Because of my knees, I may have a little limp every other day."
 
EDDIE EDWARDS
Defensive end, 57
Declined to participate.
 
BRUCE KOZERSKI
Center, 49
"Trying to make it safer is a great thing. But it will never be a safe sport."
 
ANTHONY MUu00d1OZ
Tackle, 53
"Have you seen my hands? My left pinky is going east and west."
 
MAX MONTOYA
Guard, 55
"Even if I had surgery on my elbow, it still wouldn't bend straight."
 
ROSS BROWNER
Defensive end, 57
"I've developed diabetes. We ate everything back in those days."
 
DAVID DOUGLAS
Tackle, 48
"Neck fractures pretty much put me out of a living."
 
EDDIE BROWN
Wide receiver, 48
"If my barber asks me to turn my head, I have to move my body."
 
ED BRADY
Linebacker, 49
Declined to be quoted.
 
CRIS COLLINSWORTH
Wide receiver, 52
"I'm able to work out every day I want, but just can't run very much."
 
RON SIMPKINS
Linebacker, 53
Declined to participate.
 
RODNEY HOLMAN
Tight end, 51
"Shoulders, knees, back, neck—they're continually nagging."
 
JOE KELLY
Linebacker, 46
"I have arthritis in my spine as a result of one hit."
 
ERIC KATTUS
Tight end, 48
"Many times I got up from a hit and didn't know where I was."
 
JIM SKOW
Defensive end, 48
"I broke my nose more than a dozen times. It can't be fixed."
 
TIM MCGEE
Wide receiver, 47
"You're waiting for the effects to be so overwhelming that you're incapacitated."
 
STEVE KREIDER
Wide receiver, 53
"I don't think I've been affected by football."
 
TIM KRUMRIE
Defensive tackle, 51
"I'm still carrying a 15-inch titanium nail inside my left leg."
 
MIKE MARTIN
WR-KR, 51
"I take Aleve every day for joint and muscle stiffness. It's my best friend."
 
EMANUEL KING
Linebacker, 48
"I'm positive I suffered numerous concussions but never had one diagnosed."
 
BRUCE REIMERS
Guard-tackle, 51
"Every Monday you felt like you'd been in a train wreck."
 
MIKE HAMMERSTEIN
Defensive end, 48
Did not respond to interview requests.
 
CARL ZANDER
Linebacker, 48
"I'm most worried about my neck, which continues to degenerate."
 
KIKI DEAYALA
Linebacker, 50
Not pictured. "Back then they didn't call them concussions. You just got dazed."
 
JIM BREECH
Kicker, 55
"My back and hips hurt, but I still play golf."
 
DAVE RIMINGTON
Center, 51
Declined to participate.
 
JEFF HAYES
Punter, 52
"My right hip is shot from all the kicking over the years."
 
LEON WHITE
Linebacker, 48
"There are injuries I feel every day, just from the wear and tear."
 
BOOMER ESIASON
Quarterback, 50
"I have general soreness if I walk 18 holes. But I feel good mainly."
 
LEO BARKER
Linebacker, 52
"I just got those burners in my neck. I was pretty injury-free."
 
DOUG GAYNOR
Quarterback, 48
"I had a short career, but I'm in pain a lot. My collarbone pops out."
 
REGGIE WILLIAMS
Linebacker, 57
"I've had 24 surgeries on my right knee and am still walking around."
 
KEN ANDERSON
Quarterback, 62
"Most of us, knowing what we'd be like today, would do it again."
 
JOHN SIMMONS
Cornerback, 53
Did not respond to interview requests.
 
RAY HORTON
Cornerback, 51
"I don't have any problems. Do I feel lucky? I feel normal."
 
BARNEY BUSSEY
Cornerback, 49
"Back then you'd see stars and stay in the game."
 
JAMES BROOKS
Running back, 52
Did not respond to interview requests.
 
BOBBY KEMP
Safety
Committed suicide at age 38, Feb. 7, 1998.
 
LEWIS BILLUPS
Cornerback
Died in a car accident at age 30, April 9, 1994.
 
STANLEY WILSON
Running back, 50
In prison. Did not respond to interview requests.
 
DAVID FULCHER
Safety, 47
"When I sneeze, I have floaters in my vision. I can't nod my head to music."
 
LOUIS BREEDEN
Cornerback, 58
"Folks didn't really care about the brain back then."
 
JIMMY TURNER
Cornerback, 52
"My groin still bothers me. I don't have full range of motion."
 
BILL JOHNSON
Running back, 51
"A couple of times I remember thinking, Wow, I should see a doctor. But I didn't."
 
ROBERT JACKSON
Safety, 53
"Advil is as strong I'll go. I don't want to get addicted to anything."
 
STANFORD JENNINGS
Running back, 49
"Just a bruised kidney and a punctured, dislocated finger."
 
LARRY KINNEBREW
Running back, 52
"A couple times I was hit and went to the wrong huddle."
 
IRA HILLARY
In team photo but went on injured reserve before the season.
 
But hard-hitting safety David Fulcher, 47, might. He hurts from Achilles, shoulder and back injuries he had during his career, and from the multiple concussions he says he suffered in the NFL. Fulcher was a rookie in 1986, and he played eight seasons. "I went out there and rammed my head against another man's helmet or chest, got hurt, and now—things are starting to happen to me now," says Fulcher. "It was worth it while I was playing, but now I feel like, no, it wasn't worth it whatsoever."

Among the 39 Bengals interviewed, three—Williams, linebacker Emanuel King and defensive lineman Jim Skow—say they have the kind of disabling injuries that mean they'll probably never live completely normal lives. During his career Skow had two shoulder surgeries, plus operations on his nose and neck; he's facing more neck surgery down the road. Playing seven years in the NFL, he says, "was like trading body parts for money."

Compared with 1986, today's players are bigger and faster, so it's natural to think the physical and mental fallout 25 years from now will be worse than it is for the '86 players. But those older players had tougher working conditions than players today, particularly given the new rules limiting contact in training camp and padded practices during the season. In 1986, Cincinnati played 13 of 16 games on harsh AstroTurf fields, including home dates at multiuse Riverfront Stadium. In 2011 the Bengals will play five games on grass and 11 on the springier next generation of artificial turf, including the FieldTurf at their home, Paul Brown Stadium. The unforgiving old artificial turf took a toll—on the legs and joints, on the head when helmets hit the surface flush, and on the exposed skin. "In our day," says Martin, "it wasn't the hits that hurt the most. It was hitting the ground."

"The turf was like concrete, maybe a thin pad on concrete," says Muñoz, who played 13 seasons at Riverfront. "You jump in the shower after a big win against Pittsburgh or Cleveland, and you feel like you've been through the wringer. Not only are you sore, you feel like someone has taken sandpaper across your body and taken a few layers of skin off. You had to get over the initial shock of the water hitting your body.

"You try to describe to people what you felt like after a game, and it's hard to explain. You put your feet on the ground, you stood up, and you tried to figure out which part of your body was going to need the most attention. Now at 53 I feel it in the morning, and I'm going to feel it in the middle of the day. I'm going to feel it Monday; I'm going to feel it Wednesday; I'm going to feel it every day. I see a lot of guys who are younger who have total knee or total hip replacements. I'm just thankful I'm still up and walking and able to move around."

Guard Max Montoya, 55, played 223 NFL games. "My body is like a 70-year-old guy's now," he says. "I'm deteriorating. I can really feel it in my knees, and my neck hurts all the time. Some days you feel good, and doggone, some days you feel like you've just been in a wreck."

Linebacker Joe Kelly, a rookie on that 1986 team, went on to play 11 years in the league. "Compared to some of my teammates, I feel blessed," Kelly says. "But compared to another 46-year-old man.... If you put me in an MRI machine, you're going to read that I'm probably 65. My back went out, and my physician said, 'Do you know you have arthritis in your spine?' I was like, No. The joints, the knees, the elbows—everything is not in great shape compared to the normal 46-year-old guy."

Kiki DeAyala, 50, a linebacker and special-teamer, played just two NFL seasons but has had his left knee replaced and feels beat-up daily from six football-related surgeries. "Obviously getting a knee replacement at 49 is probably not normal," he says. "It's a real quality of life issue. That took away my ability to play tennis, water-ski, snow ski, do some of the things that I really like to do. Basketball? Forget it."


KRUMRIE, WHO HAD A GRUESOME LEG FRACTURE, SAYS, "IF I COULD HAVE THE SAME CAREER BUT HAD TO BREAK THE OTHER LEG, I'D DO IT. I STILL DREAM FOOTBALL."


"Every morning when I get up," says offensive lineman David Douglas, a 1986 rookie who played for five NFL seasons, "I want to put oil cans in all these little places before I get going."

One of the most gruesome NFL tableaux of the '80s was when Cincinnati nosetackle Tim Krumrie suffered a triple fracture of his left leg during Super Bowl XXIII in January 1989. Krumrie, a 10th-round pick in '83, played six more seasons after the injury, for a total of 12. He sounds like he wishes he could have played 12 more. "I still have numbness on the top of my foot," says Krumrie, 51, who's been an NFL and UFL assistant coach since retiring. "I still have numbness on the outside. I can't kneel down on one knee because the way they braced the leg in the healing process put pressure on that patellar tendon. To kneel down to pick up something, I always have to kneel down on my right leg. It's stuff you live with."

And yet....

"If I could have the same career but had to break the other leg, I'd do it again today. It wouldn't make a difference. I've been out now 16 years, and I still dream football. Something psychologically in there still wants me to play."

More are hurting than not, for sure. But then there's Esiason, who never had a surgery in 14 NFL seasons and hasn't had one since. He plays hockey three times a week in a Long Island men's league. Kreider, who finished his eight-year career in '86, says, "I may have gotten more injuries playing soccer." Horton spent a decade with two artificial-turf teams, Cincinnati and Dallas, and he plays golf when he can get out of the Cardinals' coaching offices. "Every day is a beautiful day," he says. "Nothing hurts when I wake up in the morning."

On Oct. 25, 1987, at Three Rivers Stadium in Pittsburgh, Mike Martin scored his first NFL touchdown. He caught a pass from Esiason on a 10-yard pivot route, then cut up the sideline, making five Steelers, including All-Pro strong safety Donnie Shell, miss on his way to the end zone for a 41-yard score. "That's the play I show my players when they wonder if I really played in the NFL," Martin says. "My game was quickness."

It's a good thing Martin has that video, because something else happened to him that day in Pittsburgh: He suffered a likely concussion in the second half. After the game, when reporters came to talk to him about his first career touchdown, he said, "Really? I scored?" The game now is mostly a blank.

"They asked me on the sideline if I could go in and just catch the ball [on a punt return]. I wouldn't have to run. Still a little groggy, but I told them I was O.K. I still don't know how I caught the ball. I could barely see."

He thinks of moments like that because of what happened two years ago in the locker room at Taft High. As he did after every game, Martin had his team kneel to recite the Lord's Prayer. "Our Father, who art in heaven," he began, "hallowed be thy name...."

When he got to the line "and forgive us our trespasses ..." what followed out of his mouth was gibberish.

"Hey, Coach!" a player said when it was over. "You messed up the words!"

Same thing happened the next week. "Hey, fellas, my bad," Martin told his players. "Pick me up here."

"I've been saying it my entire life," he says, "and I just forgot. I'd get in the car after the game and try to remember the words."


"I PUT MY BRAIN IN A HARD PLACE MORE THAN ONCE," SAYS WILLIAMS. "BUT I WANT TO HAVE RICH EXPERIENCES WITH MY KIDS AND GRANDKIDS, SO I KEEP MY MIND ENGAGED."


Martin has noticed other things since he turned 50. Sometimes he forgets why he's phoned people, and when they pick up, he'll have to apologize. He's an NFL analyst on a Sunday night sports show in Cincinnati, and he says that on a couple of occasions he has totally lost his train of thought and changed the subject inexplicably.

And then there are the headaches, which he says put him "in a somber mood." As with many of his former teammates, he has no idea if they are a direct result of what he says were multiple concussions. That, of course, has been the premise of neurologists who have studied the brains of deceased former NFL players. Football, evidence suggests, might be as hazardous to one's mental health as to one's physical well-being. Dr. Ann McKee of the Veterans Administration Hospital in Bedford, Mass., has studied more than 20 former NFL players' brains, as well as those of high school and college players who have died, and found chronic traumatic encephalopathy in all but one. "I have never seen this disease in any person who doesn't have the kind of repetitive head trauma that football players would have," McKee says.

The members of the '86 Bengals are certainly worried about the long-term effects of head trauma. Players like Fulcher and fellow defensive backs Barney Bussey and Robert Jackson say there are little things they have trouble remembering. Collinsworth says the same—though he notes, "How do you know if that's because you played football or because you're in your 50s?"

In their day players chuckled when wobbly teammates would get up and stumble toward the wrong huddle. Today, those guys are typically taken out for the rest of the game. "We knew guys were not right after they were sent back in the game," says kicker Jim Breech, 55. "You've got three fingers up? Oh, yeah, you can go back. You're fine. I don't think anybody had any idea how it would ultimately affect people."

Reggie Williams says that early in his career, playing while dizzy or hurt "was a badge of honor." He tells a harrowing story of getting a concussion and what he called "a broken face" against the Oilers. "I fractured the left orbital socket in my eye," Williams says. "The old-school attitude at the time was that you can't let a rookie go into your end zone standing up. So I hit this running back at the goal line, and on the other side of him was [Oilers guard Mike] Munchak. And so I was hit with 500 pounds on my nose. It was the most crushing knockout. The pain was excruciating, but there was no [visible] damage—I showed the doctor my nose at halftime, and he said, 'You're O.K.' It wasn't until I blew my nose to go into the game in the second half that my eye blew up like a balloon. And I went to the doctor and said, 'See, see, I'm hurt!'"

Today, Williams feels fortunate he's as mentally acute as he is. "I know I put my brain in a hard place more than once," he says. "But I want to have rich experiences with my kids and grandkids. That would be the biggest thing taken from me—not to be able to look forward, to understand. So I do cognition games. I do crossword puzzles. I read interesting books. I watch movies in foreign languages. All to keep my mind engaged."

Fulcher and Bussey have sons who play at Ohio University. Both kids would like to follow their fathers into the NFL. Michael Muñoz, an All-America tackle at Tennessee, could have signed with an NFL team as a rookie free agent but chose not to after being passed up in the 2005 draft. "Maybe it is better that he's working [in business] with an MBA and doing pretty well," his father, Anthony, says. "He's not putting his body through what I put mine through. But I would have supported him if he had wanted to. He's a smart kid. He knew the risks."

Kelly, the former linebacker, says, "If I had a son, I would tell him to use his athletic ability to obtain his college degree. I see my college buddies [from Washington] who didn't get an opportunity to play in the NFL, and the majority of them are a lot more successful. I would say 90 percent of the guys who didn't make the NFL are a lot more successful now in their 40s than the guys who made the NFL at 21, 22, 23. And in a lot better condition."

Eric Kattus, 48, a backup tight end in 1986, says, "I have three sons, younger boys, and they're really bothering me to play football—and I would prefer they don't play. Until they can really control the concussions and any kind of brain damage that happens, I don't want them to play. It's a very physical game that just takes a tremendous toll on your body."

Martin didn't have that luxury as a kid growing up in Washington, D.C. For him the reason to play football was socioeconomic—he had to make it out of the projects. He sent the same message to many of his Taft players: Use football to make a better life for yourselves.

At practice Martin would mix life lessons with football ones: The adversity players overcome on the field mirrors what they will have to overcome in life. Those were the lessons he was taught as a kid and in college and with the Bengals. Football lessons. Unchanging ones.

One week this fall he was out on the Taft practice field, working with his quarterbacks. The weekend's opponent was susceptible to the option, so Martin took the ball in the backfield and began to show quarterback Kendall Bobo how to pitch the ball, or fake the pitch and turn upfield if the halfback was covered. Martin ran out of the backfield, made a cut, took a couple of strides, then stopped.

"I was afraid my hip might pop out," he says. "That's just something I have to live with." Now and forever.

Lives in the Balance

The hits continue to reverberate throughout Emanuel King’s hulking body. Twenty-two years after making his final tackle, the former Bengals linebacker relives his five NFL seasons with each tortured step and turn of the neck. “By the grace of God,” he says, “I’m dealing with it.”

At 48, King says he suffers from arthritis in his ankles and knees, nerve damage in his extremities, daily headaches and short-term memory loss. Three bulging disks in his lower back and three more in his neck make restful sleep impossible without trazodone, one of six prescription medications—all nonopiates, King says, because “I don’t want to get addicted”—that he takes every day along with ibuprofen.

Emanuel King and his son, Cole. (Michael J. LeBrecht II/1Deuce3 Photography) Emanuel King and his son, Cole. (Michael J. LeBrecht II/1Deuce3 Photography)

“I am unable to bend over and tie my shoe,” says King, who had surgery on his spine in 2000 but hopes the steroid injections he receives every few months will prevent the need for another operation. “I’m getting around like I’m 75.”

Of the 39 former Bengals who responded to SI’s survey measuring the impact of pro football on their health, few are worse off than King. Yet he is one of 29 players from Cincinnati’s 1986 team who say they’d be comfortable with a son or close relative playing in the NFL. “If I could do it again, I would,” he says. “It’s worth the ride.”

His 19-year-old son, Cole, might have a chance at that ride. A 6’1”, 185-pound wideout from Syracuse, N.Y., Cole was a redshirt freshman at Albany this fall. The school has produced just one NFL player (cornerback Rashad Barksdale), but Cole emerged as a star in the FCS’s Northeast Conference in 2011, catching 31 passes for 582 yards and six touchdowns to help the Great Danes make their first NCAA tournament appearance since 1977. “It’s not where you play, it’s how you play,” says Cole, adding that the NFL “is a dream I’ve had for a while. People here are telling me I should have the aspiration and that I may have a chance.”

At the homecoming game against Robert Morris on Oct. 15, Cole made a leaping, over-the-shoulder grab for a 44-yard, first-quarter touchdown while being wrestled to the ground by a defender. In a flash Cole sprang up and celebrated by chest-bumping a teammate and high-stepping off the field. Late in the second quarter Emanuel, watching the game from a second-row seat, went up for an attempt of his own, staggering as he tried to snag a souvenir T-shirt lobbed by a cheerleader into the crowd. “That,” he said, gingerly setting his 6’4”, 300-pound frame back onto the wooden bleachers, “sent shooting pains down both of my legs.”

Football has changed since King played for Bear Bryant at Alabama in the early 1980s and for the Bengals and the Raiders from ‘85 to ‘89. Back then, he says, concussions were brushed off as “dingers,” and coaches demanded that their charges “get up, get going, keep playing while you’re hurt.” Despite the greater emphasis on safety in recent years—which many former Bengals cite as the main reason they’d support someone close to them following in their footsteps—football remains a violent game. Emanuel tries to strike the right balance with Cole, encouraging him to get treatment for injuries but to “push through” soreness, aches and pains.

“Sometimes I don’t know if that’s the right mentality with all the suffering I’m going through,” Emanuel says. “But I told Cole that if he does play in the NFL, it will be a blessing. Not many people get the chance.”

Cole, who had four screws and a metal plate inserted in his right wrist after a high school injury, understands the game’s risks perhaps better than most players his age. “My dad complains about injuries all the time,” he says. “It’s the price you’ve got to pay.”

What would he sacrifice for a shot at the NFL? Would he be willing to endure constant, throbbing pain just to play in one game? “I have constant, throbbing pain now,” Cole says. “But I’d rather go through it and see what happens than not see what happens at all.”

— Matt Gagne

Swinging Away

Boomer Esiason’s typical weekday goes like this: Up at 4:15 a.m. at his Manhasset, N.Y., home, into the WFAN studios in Manhattan’s West Village by 5:30 to do his 6-to-10 morning radio show, then various assignments for CBS’s NFL Today or Westwood One’s weekly pregame show. Three nights a week Esiason plays hockey in an adult league on Long Island. He captains his team, plays first-line center and sometimes isn’t off the ice until 11:15 p.m. “I backcheck, baby,” he says. “I play hard.”

Esiason, 50, played 14 seasons in the NFL, and it’s been 14 years since his last game. So the logical questions are: After a full day of work and a night of hockey, what hurts? Knees, ankles, shoulders, wrists, neck, back, head? All of the above?

Boomer Esiason (Angus Murray for SI) Boomer Esiason (Angus Murray for SI)

“Nothing,” he said last Friday in his WFAN studio chair, during a break in the show he does with prickly cohost Craig Carton. “Nothing hurts. I don’t feel sore. It’s amazing.”

When Esiason, 15 pounds over his playing weight of 235, moves around the studio, he looks a decade younger. He doesn’t limp, isn’t slow, doesn’t walk hunched over. He golfs twice a week in the summer. The only thing that bothers him, he says, is the occasional memory lapse. Sometimes he forgets whether he’s eaten pasta or a turkey burger the night before.

“Is that because Bruce Smith hit me like a ton of bricks in the chin once and knocked me out?” Esiason says. “Is it because of how much I was hit in 14 years in the NFL? Is it because I didn’t get enough sleep last night? Is it because I’m 50? Who knows?”

Yet in attending two of Esiason’s radio shows over the past month, I saw no memory loss or other cognitive limitation as he kept up with Carton’s breakneck pace. During a show last week Esiason said controversial Eagles wideout DeSean Jackson was creating a locker-room schism.

Carton broke in: “Spell schism.”

“S-c-h-i-s-m,” Esaison shot back.

Carton pressed the button to take a call. Anthony from Belleville asked about the long odds the Giants faced on Sunday against the unbeaten Packers. “You ever been in a game like that, Boomer?”

“Yeah, I was,” Esiason said without hesitation. “It was called Super Bowl XXIII. Nobody gave us a chance. Actually, I was in a lot of these games. I played 14 years. About eight of those we had a shot. The rest of the time you held your breath and just hoped the receivers ran the right way.”

Esiason does wonder about the toll football might take but doesn’t fret about it. For a guy who played 187 games, was sacked 318 times and suffered three diagnosed concussions, he, like several of his ‘86 Bengals teammates, seems remarkably unaffected by a long NFL career. “I never had surgery,” he says. “I never broke a bone. Was it luck? General toughness? I don’t know. I do know I always felt prepared, always felt like I knew where the rush was coming from. I don’t expect to live to 150, but I do expect to have a long and pretty normal life.”

— Peter King

A Different Kind of Pain

On the morning of Feb. 7, 1998, 38-year-old former Bengals safety Bobby Kemp returned from the gym to his home in North Hollywood, Calif. After his wife and two-year-old daughter went to feed ducks at a nearby park, Kemp showered, set his wristwatch, put on a pair of jeans and shot himself in the chest with a revolver that he kept in the bedroom closet. “We came home, and I tried to open the door, but the chain was on,” says Inga Colbert, Kemp’s second wife. “I knocked down the door and told our daughter to stay in the living room. I opened the door to the bedroom, and he was already dead.”

Known as the Enforcer during his seven seasons with the Bengals (1981 to ‘86) and the Buccaneers (‘87), the 6-foot, 189-pound Kemp played through pain—one season with a dislocated left shoulder that never fully healed—while inflicting hurt on opponents, often with his helmet. “He’d come to the sideline woozy a lot,” recalls Bengals teammate Mike Martin. “I’d say, ‘Man, you’ve got to stop leading with your head.’ And he was like, ‘My head is hard enough to knock these guys down, and I’m not big enough to overpower ‘em.’”

Bobby Kemp (Courtesy photos) Bobby Kemp (Courtesy photos)

Nearly 14 years after his death, there is no way to determine how those collisions might have affected Kemp’s psychological state. To speculate that his death was a football tragedy may be too simple an explanation for a man most knew only as a voracious reader and a soft-spoken loner. (Some of his ‘86 Bengals teammates didn’t know he had died until contacted by SI for this project.) Kemp left no note—only morbid promises, told to a select few, that suicide would be his final act. “He talked about it since we were kids,” says Kemp’s first wife, Christy, who met Bobby during their sophomore year at Taft Junior College in California and was married to him for 13 years, during which time Kemp battled alcohol and drug addiction. “That’s the way it was always going to happen. He wanted it to be like any other day. He was true to his word.”

Kemp, who became a paramedic after his NFL days, appears to have been gripped by depression from an early age. He confided to both of his wives and to Douglas Aberg, his best friend and ambulance partner, that when he was about nine years old he found a gun, put it in his mouth and contemplated pulling the trigger. “He had some moments of sheer sadness,” says Aberg. “Bobby told me many times, ‘I will not live to see the day when I’m 40 years old.’”

Football, in fact, may have been Kemp’s saving grace. “It was the one thing he loved more than anything,” Christy says. “I think it regulated him. When football was over, he was just never the same. With that hole in his life, it just slowly deteriorated.”

In his second profession the Enforcer would sit and talk with patients at nursing homes or pull his ambulance over to help people struggling with wheelchairs. “Bobby was a gentle, humble soul. He treated everyone with dignity,” Aberg says. “But the contrast of playing in a Super Bowl and wheeling people around on a gurney—I don’t think Bobby thought his life was going to be like that.”

In a life of extreme highs and lows, Kemp experienced no greater thrill than being surrounded by 81,270 fans as he stood on the field at the Silverdome during Super Bowl XVI. He told Aberg, “I just stopped in that moment and was full of gratitude.” On the day he shot himself, there’s no telling what was happening in Kemp’s head.

— Matt Gagne


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